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Friday, January 05, 2007

Happy New YeaR!!HehE..well i gues its sucha long tyme since i last update my bloggy...Im kinda busy...i mean busy with my daily stuff..busy workin...but now im free..im nt workin as im startin sch nex MONDAE...walaueh...hehe!!Now is already 2007..i guess its a year where every1 starts a fresh living...live all the bad in 2006 n bring all the good memories to 2007... Well im sure every1 has a resolution rite..i mean a new resolution for a new year...As for me wat i wish for 2007 will be a success year for me...to study...to beloved by my loved ones...n to forget everything that happens in 2006...and also to refresh my memories..hehe! e peribahasa like wat ppl usualy says "buang yg keroh ambil yg jernih"hehe...sejak bile je da pandai peribahasa ni sume...but ofcoz im happie with my life now...things are much2 fine for me..No more thoughts or watsoever...just being myself n stick with wat i am as ive stated clearly "i am wat i am n that is wat u get.Stay if u love n Leave if u Loathe"...Friendship are nt an important role in my life..without them im able to live life to my fullest..coz i have all e loved ones ard me to be with me thru thick or thin..they are the one who completes me..i love u people n will alwaes treasure...i appreciate with wat i have in life..wats important now is to find a good n bright future for myself first...ahakz!thats wat i want most...so ive to work hard to strive for my goal..i have too..in order for me to have a brighter life ahead..So let us together welcome 2007 and start anew aite every1...cheers!

Be My BaBy BuTTeRfLy

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Story of my life / searching for the right / but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul / 'cause it seems that wrong / really loves my company
He's more than a man / and this is more than love / the reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in / because I'm gone again / and to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful / and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy / I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer

I feel it in the air / as I'm doin' my hair / preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek / as he reluctantly / as if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls." / A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know / where I'm about to go / and we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful / and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy / I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer

Our love / his trust / I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with / I don't want to do this / anymore / whoa-oooh / anymore

And I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer - oh

A murderer

Be My BaBy BuTTeRfLy

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Hey...!!
Wanna noe wat....becoz of my sleepy ass i missed e class again todae...lol....
mcm ye2 nk ge....hahaha....furthermore the wheather tak mengizinkan...it rains nowadaes... It makes me sleep the whole dae...woah...syiok seh!untill sum1 msg n call me also tak bgn..*sorie...*hahaha!!labelled me as a Sleepin Beauty rite,so i make sure i sleep untill never pick up ur phone call nor ur sms..*boohooo*...so fresh after waking up....at about petang...dunnoe wat tyme..than suddenly my phone rang...my gf called...finally i picked up...nutin else but to asked me out...paksa sumore...hehe...but i still went out with them...They waited for me at tamp mrt nearly 2 hours..,wait for me to shower..,siap2..,hahaha!!irritating part is when they call me mcm nk giler so many times..then wat i say is okie2 da nk kua..padahal baru nk mandi..than i take my own sweet tyme sumore..haha!!*notty*..in the end all of them cum over to my void deck..finally i cum down..there they goes..nag n nag..but i just kept quite.haha! they say im like a princess making them waited for so long mcm nk tgu puteri mane je..haha...u all ajak..,u all wait la..mcm tak biasa plak...hahahaha!!love u ppl..then we headed to town..buy perfume..gucci rush..hehe...choose n choose till my fren say"u ni kan..tgk2 tak tau mane 1 terhegeh2..hahaha!u n ur choosy attitude tak abes2 seh gal, wat i say is only kejap la..kejap la...k2 i choose ni...eh2 tanak ni mcm tak sedap sgt...than i search again.hahahaha!they so fedup"lol!!they loved me so much so they waited..*giggles*...coz first i planned to buy that miracle perfume..than da sampai kedai i change my mind..so i test alot till all the smell mixed up.i myself gt headache!...all of them waited for me lame giler seh pat kedai..haha!!then i end up buyin that gucci rush...go eat at fareast...than talk about the org kawin show..walaueh..! my dance class i cant make it aldy...coz i sleep alot..till they say tdo2 besarkan tetek...*u noe whu u r k bacin!then they say becoz of me tiz time round will b at nite practice...*rollineyes* i try my very best laa okie... hahaha... i so busy...dunnoe if i can...but must early2 tell me...than i arrange...cheh!!mcm paham...lol... okie thats about it...i want to sleep...so tired...but havin alot of fun...hehe!! Lurve u ppl alwaes...
*peace* =)

Be My BaBy BuTTeRfLy

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Ive been sick for about two daes...down with fever..cough..n also runnin nose..
*damn*Its so terrible...its gettin worst..now i cant go work*stress*
n furthermore i hate medicine...so what ive gt to do now is to bare with it..
guess wad i went to see doctor tiz mornin...gt that whole bunch of medicine and also 3daes M.C..
it cost me $28.. so expensive...Wat i gt is the cough syrup,the runnin nose tabbys..that anti-biotic..*welk* and also that throat tabbys..n e stupid me seek a doctor just for that precious M.C payin for e medicine but nt eatin it...*giggles* have to keep it before my mum saw it...haha..
or else im dead...coz ive nt been eaten any medicine..n my darlin mummy pasterin me to have some..oh no...Im so restless..cant sleep the whole nite... My nose giving me problem..
Ive gt to do sumtin with it...I goin out later meet darlin uncle...wee~
atleast i gt sum1 accompanied..damn bored at home..mummy n daddy been busy workin...my sisters slept over my cuzzy place...while im all alone at home...nutin to do...stared at this lappy the whole dae...Mummy...i need you...;( im so hungry now...feel like eatin but when i ate i dun have the taste of e food...haiz...now is only 4.07pm...n yet its such a long hrs to wait for mummy to gt home..its late nite...and im all alone...oh no....help me......!!!!!!!!

Be My BaBy BuTTeRfLy

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DoiN thiz ReBoNdIng TeChNicZ ToOk SucHa LoNg HouRs

HeLLew..

I guess its sucha long tyme since i last update...
Well...its all becoz of my laziness n also busy with sum other stuff...
But now im back...wee~

Im so stress now...Mummy says i must get back to school...
coz she already got for me my dopod 838pro n also tat n73...
hahaha!! 2 phone...so kiasu...*giggles*
But im happy with it...Mummy say after buyin for me i must go sch...
No excuses...*giggles*
if not she take it back...hahaha....
she told me to teach her how to use it so that when i notty she took it from me,
she can use it...lol! wait long2.....
So next year i must go school..hehe!

When for rebonding on tuesdae...
guess wat ive been at that kimage saloon for 4hr plus just to get my hair done...
Hahaha...n of coz im happi with it...tats also mummy paid for it...
wahahahaha!! Shes the one whu asked me to go... with my beloved sis accompanyin me...
stayed there n wait for me...while mummy go workin...
Just imagine my sis sit beside me for nearly 5 hrs to wait for me...
Sacrifice for me just to keep me accompanied...
i love u sis...

A big thank you to my mummy...
Love her...alwaes been there for me...
Shes my everything...Been with me thru thick n thin...
Appreciate it so much...Shez more then a mum...
Big hug n Kisses....hehe!!Love u like i owaes do..

*...Peace Out...*

Be My BaBy BuTTeRfLy